stormin'

The recent weather got me thinking

I understand it, really

Finally

For the first time in my life

Ohio weather has always been inconsistent, but isn't that life?

Going through grief these past several months has been interesting, to say the least

Add a dash of trauma in the mix and you really cannot recognize yourself from your decisions

Weeks of beautiful weather followed by sporadic thunder storms, simply makes sense

As soon as I feel better, it comes

It hits

And it hits hard

I stay as busy as I can. only to justify my progress

As if having a bad day would compromise all the progress I've made thus far

It wouldn't

But this makes me feel better

Just a little

So I watch the storm in the essence of empathy

Each lightening flash resonates so deeply

As the tempo of the rain differs, I feel it

I get it

I'm there

So, get moody

Get angry

Because what else can you do?